Juli
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December 26 to January 7
I was asleep on my side; facing towards the wall, my back to the room. My intuitive self awoke, while my physical body slept. Then I heard footsteps outside the door to the room. Someone entered (without opening the door), and walked to where the bed is. My intuitive self "saw" him. A teenage boy about the age of 15, blond hair, blue eyes. Said his name was L°dw°g (?) and then (in Swedish): "Tell [redacted] the Judge is dead" (berätta för min [redacted] att domaren är död). I said, "I will do so friend." My intuitive self rejoined physical sleep. A dream about happy times.
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>>> // Sabbatique \\ <<<
October 31 Samhain
Ancient Germanic tribes believed that trees have souls...
HATE IS AN INDULGENCE.
\\\ Rave parties where invented in the 1990's by people in their early twenties. Their aim had been to create holes in the fabric of reality through which they could disappear. Orbital Parties. \\\
...I was having tea with Marie the Dominatrix, back in Amsterdam. We talked about the men she spanked. She was telling me that her dominant girlfriend Benita was a butch leather diesel dyke...
November 27
Fortuna-Chango (Lady of Tarot) contextualised by Solar & Lunar Zodiac signae. Yngvi creator. Freya female principle. Oden male principle. Tyr martyr. Thor-Elegua warrior. Vidoar forest silence. .
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SAMHAIN HOLOCAUST
Samhain, Sauin or Oíche Shamhna was an ancient Gaelic festival celebrated for 3 days and three nights beggining on 1 November. It marked the end of the harvest season and the beginning of winter ("dark half" of the year). In the 9th Century, Pope Gregory declared October 31 All Hallows Eve, or Halloween... thus Samhain and All Hallows Eve were merged into a one day holiday.
[Sources: Wikipedia, History Channel]
Witches, sorcerers and demons were said to gather for a Sabbat on the eve of Samhain All Hallows at 3 AM.
Matthew 4:8-9
...King Asmodeus version of the Unholy Scriptures...
8 "Finally, The Devil took Jesus to a very high mountain. He showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their glory. 9 “If you [kneel before my butt] and [rim me arse],” he said, “I will give you all this..."
Sabbat: In mediæval demonology, the nocturnal (3 AM) assembly in which demons and sorcerers were thought to celebrate their orgies.
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October 20. 3:43 AM. Helheim.
It was the summer of 2009. I was with Rasmus, he who said "there is no action in Sweden" when he left me to move back to LA six months later. We stood on the shore of lake Vänern. Bright Juli sun. I was holding him in my arms. I said "you are mine". Then I noticed a bright red blood flow coming out of his right ear...it reminded me of castration with a sharp blade.
Revenge, envy, greed and egoism are indulgences that have to be paid for. There is no way around having to pay for indulgences. The deterninistic nature of this law is as draconian as is the case with THE LAW OF DEVOTION (the Western occult counterpart to the Law of Karma as contextualized by Samsara).
This is why Martin Luther stood against the sale indulgences and why Mahatma Ghandi stated that "an eye for an eye makes everyone blind..." The syncrétisme Mormon-Arian Jesus that I follow was adamant about forgiveness as a form of positive impunity...
Sadly, the end result of Forgive & Forget is Regret...because they will not appreciate it or reciprocate with restitution.
But yeah; revenge is an indulgence.
The Global Tower Moment is inevitable.
BETWEEN SAMHAIN AND YULE
(Numerology)
2024-11-19 8/2/1 11/22
NOVEMBER 19TH
(Astrology)
/// Capricorn moves from Pluto to Aquarius ///
...ONLY THE FATHER KNOWS THE DAY AND THE HOUR SAID THE CHRIST...
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October 13
The evening before I had been watching the film Azrael (2024). A non confessional psych-horror take on Left Behind and the birth of The Devil on Earth in the years after The Rapture.
AZRAEL (2024)
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October 10
"In the dream I was back at the student pub... It was the decor from Våren '22. It was crowded. Come As You Are by Nirvana. LOUD. People were smoking from Turkish pipes. Hashish? We were standing. He had emerald green eyes. Mid-20's? He reminded me of Diego. He pinched my ass. I grabbed his crotch. He smiled and said "endast för tjejerna... but you can lick my arse."
Anilingus: How to Eat Ass.
The mysteries of rimming...
A contributor to this weblog has been inducted into Alchemy in October 2000, into Norse Shamanism in September of 2021 and into The Church of Satan in September 2024 through the performance of a type of Auroboreal Anilingus involving four Tantric positions, as exposed in the homosexual Kama Sutra.
***WARNING: Rimming is NOT something one does with everybody. Be careful with STI's.
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October 11
An erect penis.
A sharp blade.
Castration!
A gusher of DARK RED BLOOD.
...A portent of the Global Tower Moment omen...
[***In Tarotism and Cartomancy the concept of the Global Tower Moment is associated with The Christian Apocalypse and the Norse Rägnarok.]
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September 30
... Enveloped by a grey mist. They stood before me with their eyes closed. An Afghan, an Iraqi, a North African, a Yugoslavian. One of them mouthed the word "refouled"... Yusuf is among them. He walks with them at ˈTuo̯nelɑ...
Tuonela, Tuoni, Manala: (Finnish: ˈtuo̯nelɑ) The land of the dead or the Underworld in pre-Christian Finnish mythology. The dead walk in Tuonela as shadow-like ghosts. Tuoni, god of the dead, and his wife Tuonetar are the rulers of Tuonela.The dead must cross the river Tuoni to enter, either by a thread bridge, swimming, or taking a boat piloted by the daughter of Tuoni. The river is guarded by a black swan that sings death spells. Like the Norse Helheim; Tuonela is located North and Shamans can visit it to gather knowledge of spells. The journey of the Shaman required a trip through dangerous aetheteal woods (similar to Helvgr), and the defeat of the monster Surma, a flesh-tearing monster that works for the goddess of decay, Kalma.
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September 24
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The dream sequence: I was back in Amsterdam, at the Argos. I was making my way to the darkroom basement. Then inside the dream I relieved a memory. That night when I was a begginner in June 1999. A leather skinhead sporting pink doc martens claimed me (boot-in-crotch style) and whisked me away into the darkness to have his way with me... except that in the dream the Argos darkroom dissolved and I emerged at the assembly of horse farm stable boys during the original fin de siècle. HA! HA! HA!...the real flogging took place there... I heard the voice of Aadrian K.: "It was not about the pain, it was about the humiliation..." I awoke bewildered.
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Dreams of September 11 to 15, 2024
(Helheim-Tuonela)
I heard my mother's voice very clearly:
"Te quedan dos meses nada mas..."
Sweden said to me: "You burned our crops..."
I replied to Sweden: "You burned my books..."
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Dream of September 1, 2024
(Nidaros Område, Norge)
I was inside RS. Shades down. A knock on the door. It was A. L. He had several boxes of food and supplies to deliver to me. I said: "It was your fault, you are the one who gave me the radio and the phone." Then Jonas appeared as he looked back in 2010 (but I called him Rasmus). He was bewildered and looked traumatised.
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Dream of July 14, 2024
(Lofoten, Norge)
I was sitting on the porch balcony at RS. I said to A. L. : "I will wait until the electricity comes back". A. L. replied: "nothing is coming back".
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Dream of May 9, 2023
(Åstorp, Sweden)
2 YEARS.
ENERGY.
Western Doom.
18 Months.
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Dream of October 22, 2022
(Uppsala, Sweden)
An old scout knive stuck in a molehill.
An old psychotic man.
Three dogs on a leash.
An enclosed garden.
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(Halmstad, Sweden)
My mother was sitting at the wheel of a 50s vintage car. One hand on the wheel and one hand on the seat upholstery. She was talking to me. All of the suddent she became silent and seemingly fell asleep. I yelled at her to wake up. I ran to the other side of the car, opened the passenger door and shook her. I realised that she was dead.
Then out of my right side; a car appeared advancing at top speed and hit me. I died.
I found myself standing, looking at my mother sitting at the drivers seat of the 50s vintage car. She was alive and smiling.
In death I wore shades.
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